TheXSadisticXDoctor

I seriously thought I was supposed to be your best friend, or at least that's what you told me multiple times in a row. But I guess that all changes when you get yourself a boyfriend, huh? I mean really, I'm happy for you, but does that mean you basically have to push me out of your life? I hardly get to talk to you anymore, even though you state constantly that you feel like we haven't talked in forever. Well, maybe that's because we really haven't. I get to school, we talk for five minutes, and you go to him. You walk with him to classes, and when you text me it's almost always got something to do with him nowadays and therefore I really do

Recently I have had a very, very, very low tolerance level for people. Especially people of the stupid kind. I'm even more of a jerk than I already am, and I can't  help but be over come by the wanting to beat someone in the face. I think it's mostly because I'm tired of being hurt by people...one person that I trusted very much this year has shown me their true colors, and I found that I cannot stand them at all...there goes a best friend of four years. So many new walls are up. I can't trust people anymore, and part of me really doesn't want to. I'm so utterly tired of making friends with people, thinking we have a close relationship, o

Those moments were I really want to talk to you, but don't talk to you because I know you won't respond make me feel really lonely. I know you're online, I know you're available, and I know you're talking to her. You're always so excited to talk to her. And you talk to her for hours on end... Maybe I am jealous, maybe I'm just being overly attached, but really...I just miss you. You always say that you want to hang out, but then we never talk. I send you messages and they don't get answered, but then one second later you answer that of an Anonymous. I am being selfish, and I am being stupid. But really, you would be too if I ignored you and